Sunday, June 10, 2007

I usually think change is good,
But I'm not so sure I believe that anymore.
When you watch someone you love suffer...
It changes things a little bit.

It's not 'good' when someone is
thinner, not their normal cheery self,
depressed, and exhausted all the time.

I want to cry. But I don't want to be weak.
I don't want to be sad. I don't want to see
the suffering. I don't want to admit,
that there has been a change.

I want things to be the way they were.

I don't want to cry.

1 comment:

sherri said...

I really wish I could hug you. You know like the really tight wonderful friend needs a good friend hug. Hmm you must pretend and while your pretending, that I love and miss you to pieces and I think about you everyday.